What reason do I have for doing this

Well I despise the term handicapped. Because there is no cap on how handy I am. Obviously I'm crippled, the inability to use my leg is the definition of it. But that's not to say that I'm unable to perform the task of walking. It would be by using a mechanical assisted system that I built using my brain. But that's a waste of my time and would make my mobility less efficient then the current state of using a wheelchair. The latter of the name Joker, well if you know me this answer is obvious. I use laughter and jokes to deal with so much. Rather its emotional, awkward, or just an ignorant person that couldn't understand me in any other way. So yes I call myself CrippleJoker, but don't even think you should refer to me by that name in my presence. Or it'll change to the one legged ass kicking champion.

The simplest answer to that is. It's how I was brought up. Although my self deprivation is childs play compared to how I was taught. I took those abusive lessons and only ever used them on myself. So when you think I'm taking it too far you have no clue. My skin is thick, brain is large, and I can take whatever it is you want to do to me. Want to fight, shit I'm definitely not afraid to take an ass whooping, but I promise you'll remember every hit I give you. Here's a couple lessons I was taught as a kid. Ollie I'm making you a man. No fucker it's called a therapeutic punching bag. The other lesson was to follow the rule of the 4 F's. You find them, you finger them, you fuck them, and you forget them. It's amazing I'm not a mad scientist hell-bent on destruction or some shit lol.

Throughout my life I've been told I'm an inspiration(terribly wrong), that I should speak publicly, couldn't happen as I have a terrible fear of personal vulnerability that comes with presenting something of my own creation, and lastly that I should write a book. Which I made an attempt at just to realize the struggles of A.D.D. I wrote for awhile in brief patches, and all that was on paper was a life that I wasn't even sure was mine.  It read more like a Hallmark movie that focused on the untold story of the Dahmer family reunion. That was played out like the movie crash, and no one would wants to watch that. So this forum allows for my organized chaos to fulfill the goal of putting my story down, as a cautionary tale, lol.

I would love to receive assistance in my larger more expensive projects. I would like to see them finished and enjoyed before I'm too brittle to enjoy them being used. Rather the help comes in funding, a helping hand, or just the pickup and delivery of the goods from the store. Every person that becomes part of the projects will be mentioned, or even will star in a video showcasing the work they put forth, on this site. Any collaborator not wanting the spotlight can opt out.

Let's say you follow my marijuana growing experience and have a suggestion for me to improve my technique, or have questions on how I am growing for your own benefit. Or maybe you would like to see your own recipe featured on my page. Feel free to hit me up by email. I will formally invite you to my abode so we can partake in a lunching hosted by Mary Jane herself.

If you have questions for myself or would like to share your own experiences, please don't hesitate to get in touch. I'm always happy to assist with getting your story out there. If you offer assistance to the disabled would like me to post a link on this site so people can find you. Well don't be afraid to email me and ask.